I'm in the lab again... and there are more scary people playing gospel music... it's getting ridiculous...

Today I did a whole lot of nothing. I don't have classes on Tuesdays and Fridays so they are the most unproductive days of the week. I'm excited though cause this Friday Angie wants to come visit and bring Erica, Joe, and Kris with her, so it will give me something to look forward to. Plus I can spend Friday cleaning and it will not be such a waste of a day off (by the way, yes I do find it very pathetic that I am looking forward to cleaning). I have a concert to go to at the Buffalo Philharmonic for my BPO class that I am taking that night, but it should only last til 9:30ish, so hopefully the party will still go on afterwards, weather permitting. Now I'll just have to come up with something for us to do... I'll have to make some new enemies or something so we can throw donut holes at their cars...

I will repeat that I need the internet at my house desperately, I'm trying to sign on to IM now so I can have some sort of communication with the outside world, but the damn lab computers are not letting me... bastards!

Thursday night- awesome, AWEsome, AWESOME.... I drank and went over to Conner's house with Julie. Pinky, Conner, Dan, Bogner, Jordan and I played Truth or Dare Jenga. We all got really wasted. We all decided to have a sleep over!

Friday was quite a night also... Julie and I went to Quote (a bar downtown) to meet Pinky, Conner, and the others. It was open bar from 9-11pm so I got pretty wasted. Jake was there. Jake is this kid that I know through Jeremy who I always flirt with and he flirts right back, we have enough sexual energy between the 2 of us to power a televison. We flirted and danced all night, it was amazing, I haven't felt that good about a night out in a while. After the bar we went to Pinky's for a bit then I just went home and hit the sack.

Last night was horrible though, lol. We drank a little at the house, but I had a migraine so laid off the booze. Then we headed to the bar. Which was a terrible idea. It was super crowded with all the same goddamn people that I see at the bar every week. I vowed then and there to never return to Heenan's unless there was a gun to my head. I called Katie and she came to get me cause no one else would leave. I came home and cried for about an hour. It was very theraputic. I needed a good cry.

Today was a sad day. Jonathan, who is one of my closest guy friends and Beth's boyfriend, had his house burn down last night, and they had to demolish what was left of the house today. They think it was an electrical fire, and no one was home or hurt, but everything was lost. The guys that lived there are some of our closest guy friends here, so it was a hard thing to deal with. I'm just glad no one was hurt.

More from me tomorrow... so keep your pants on!

I need the damn internet fixed at my house desperately!!!

I missed The Bachelorette AND American Idol last night so SOMEONE e-mail me and tell me when happened!! (ozzyosbo@hotmail.com)

The past 3 days have been useless. I have basically sat on the couch with my roomates and watched TV for 3 days straight... it's pathetic. Oh shit! I have to go... Elimidate is on soon!

Last night Steph and Stacey came to visit me, while unbeknown to me, Erica and Joe went to Naz to see Angie. I had a really great time here though, so I'm not terribly offended, only slightly. We went out to dinner at Montana's, the same place I went for my birthday, then we all came back to my apartment to drink. We played Fuck You, Thumper, Asshole, golf, you know the usual drunken drinking games. Then had a bit of a dance party, since we were all wasted. While we were waiting for the cab (which was 30 minutes late mind you) there was a party breaking up down the street, so we turned all the lights off in the front of the house and I stood near the door serenading the people walking by. Some of the house favorites were "Shorty Swing My Way", "The Hardest Thing", Avril's "I'm with you", and "Shoop". The cab finally came and we went to the bar. It was an ok time there. Steph made out with some boy, so that was entertaining, lol. I ended up getting sick and throwing up in the bathroom, then I got all scared because I was bleeding (because of my wisdom teeth) and I freaked out so we left. At home, Kristin brought a guest back, so I played romantic music for them while they were in her room. By romantic I mean LL Cool J's "Doin' it", Juvenile's "Back that ass up", and Hanson's "Mmm Bop", you know the classics. Eventually I passed out and then it was morning...

Steph and Stacey just left, so now I must go sleep more...

I really hope this year starts getting better...

Saturday night was crappy too. I didn't dirnk so I ended up driving everyone. We did go out to eat at Ciccino's though beforehand, so that made things better. Downtown was the same as usual, except I was sober. I ignored Ricky completely and proceeded to flirt with this cute guy from Syracuse to make him jealous, who knows if it worked, but I had a good time doing it anyways. After Wylie's we went to Copperfield's but it was dead there so we went to the Side Show. Joe and I just stood there and talked about people, so that was fun, but I really just wanted to leave and go home. Eventually it was 2am and everyone was kicked out of the bars, so luckily it was time to get the hell out of downtown. I took everyone home and went to bed.

Sunday I came back to Buffalo to start my last semester here at Canisius. It's depressing, but releaving at the same time. I am ready to move on, but I just don't know yet what that move it going to be. So that is rather scary.

Things here are the same way they've always been. Beth and I went to Tocin's last night and I talked to Bennett and Condon most of the night, it was good to see everyone, but depressing to see that nothing has changed...

Today I had no classes so I went to the mall and spent more money that I don't have, I'm not saying I regret it though. Now I am trying to find some books online since my books this semester are going to set me back like $250. Uggh, I hate this...

So we went to Geneseo last night, almost died on the way there, and I can't say that it was worth the trip, but oh well what are you gonna do...

So the surgery was successful and now I have twice the boobs I had before the surgery, lol, jk. My teeth came out ok, I'm not in that much pain, just a little sore and swollen. I'm definitely doing better that I thought I was going to be doing. Hopefully I'll have a speedy recovery and will be back to solids, socializing, and even drinkin', lol. God knows I can't do without that for very long.

Angie and Erica came to visit me, then came back later with Joe to watch the Bachelorette. It was really good to see Angie and have her hang out with us because she's been in Michigan all break. She and Erica brought me a purple plant :) and I gave Ang her Christmas gift. I just wish I was in a better state of health so I could go out with them and what not. Maybe I'll be better by Friday so I can go to Pat's b-day party with Angie and Erica at Geneseo. If not it will be a lonely night on the couch in the casa de Osborne...

I'm a little bitter because I didn't hear from someone today who I consider to be a very close to me. At times even more than a friend. Not hearing from him on the day that I went into surgery, even as risk-free of a surgery as it was, really upsets me. I haven't talked to him in like a week in a half, but you'd think he would be unselfish enough to give me a call or at least IM me or something. I suppose I should take the hint that he obviously doesn't care about me as much as I care about him. I should have realized this on my birthday and Christmas when I fail to recieve even a card. I suppose it's better this way though, I don't want to hear from someone who is calling me out of obligation, I would rather hear from someone who is calling because they want to.

I go under the knife tomorrow.. say a prayer for me...

and then go rent The Good Girl... depressing... but a great flick

Today was just a day... had some appointments and went to Top Dawg with Steph and Stacey. Then later to Ciccino's for dinner with my parents. Erica and I went to Joe's to watch Joe Millionaire, Queer as Folk, and eventually we watched Signs (which will give me nightmares I'm sure). Before we watched it we went to Dunkin Donuts to get munchkins which we proceeded to use in our drive by donut-holing. It feels good to take out agression with bake goods... I just feel bad for those poor chocolate donut holes laying on the freezing pavement, or in the cold flatbed of someone's pick up truck, at least they had some part in my therapy.

Friday re-cap = worked til 8pm, got a migraine, took some meds to recover and a quick nap and shower, went to Steph's to pre-game, went to Wylie's, played pool with Erica and Steph, got pretty wasted, went home 

Saturday re-cap = slept til noon-ish, went to Ciccino's with Erica, shoveled my walk, showered, picked up everyone to go to the Wegmans holiday party, got ditched by Joe for the "cool" people at the accounting table, won a Budwieser mug, danced a little, slow danced with a sexy young man, drove everyone back to G-town, pre-gamed at Steph's, went to Wylie's, went to Copperfield's, drama unfolded, walked home (tried to damage some private property along the way), drove everyone home, went home.

Sunday re-cap = woke up around noon-ish, cleaned my room, went to work, left early to go to the Ramada holiday party, got hit on by my old gym teacher's son, ate, drank, and danced a lot, didn't win anything, drove home, and here I am sitting writing in this godforsaken blog

I am not very happy lately, not happy with my non-existant love life, my future graduation (since I have no freakin idea what I want to do), my body, and pretty much everything else. The hard thing for me right now is trying to find something in my life that I am happy with. Also I'm looking forward to having my wisdom teeth pulled on Wednesday so I can sit around and feel sorry for myself. The good thing is I won't be able to eat much, so hopefully I'll drop some lbs.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Last night was rather unsatisfying. I didn't get as drunk as I would have liked to, and I was just getting annoyed with people *coughJoePerrycough* lol. But the night had some fun moments so it wasn't a complete loss.

Steph, Stacey, Joe and I rented a room at the Ramada for a wicked good rate because I work there and pulled some strings. We pre-gamed there, then walked downtown to Wylie's where the asshole Ricky made us pay $5 to get in.

When the ball dropped we were at the bar and counted down. They even gave us hats and noise makers... that must be what they used the $5 for at the door, cause the band wasn't worth it fo sho. Some Hobart hockey players were at the bar cause they had to be at school for games and what not, so they provided some eye candy for the night. They seemed like nice guys, but we also only met them for like 2 hours, so I'm sure it was a facade. After Wylie's we went to Gallaghers for a bit, but not long cause Stacey and I were not feeling good, and Steph was getting stalked by a crazy mexican. We walked back to the Ramada and stayed up talking and what not, it was fun back at the hotel, so I'm glad we decided to go there.

Joe, I'm sorry for your recent harassment, we will figure out how to block numbers in your phone so you don't get anymore messages, but I am refusing to boycott Wylie's because of this, lol.

I can't believe i haven't written about Saturday night... I just sum it up. I didn't want ot go out, but did, and got really drunk while doing it. Don't remember much of the night, just falling down outside the bars and crying because of it. Shortly there after Karen Fratto pick us up and I was home passed out. If anyone remembers more about the night that I do, please fill me in.

Sunday I was wicked hungover and didn't move until like 1pm when I got up to puke. I went with Slice and Steph to Ciccino's for lunch, then stayed in to hang out with my family for dinner because it was my bro's last night in G-town. We ordered Mark's pizza, which I found out is MUCH better when I am drunk. I also rented Buying the Cow later that night with Erica and Joe, it was great the second time too.

Monday night I watched Saving Silverman with my parents then went driving around to stalk and be stalked with Joe and Erica. Suprisingly it was quite eventful...