So yesterday we came back from Binghampton to shovel out our house, lol. After the shoveling was finished we all sat down to open gifts. I got a DVD player, some DVDs, pj pants, some gift certificates, SOCKS, and a nature sounds alarm clock thingy. I've been warned by Steph that I shouldn't listen to the brook sounds cause it will make me wet the bed, but I told her I'd probably wet the bed anyways and not to worry about it. After gifts my brother's chick called. I'm really glad to see that he is at least talking to someone. Cause I think he is a funny, intellegent guy and deserves to have someone. I guess it's exciting to me cause I've never seen him with a girlfriend. Mostly because he didn't have one in high school, and if he had one in college he wouldn't have told me about her anyways. So go Dan! lol
I went to dinner at Parkers with the family. Later Erica and Joe came over so we could all go out. We went to Parkers first, then Seneca Grille so Joe could hustle Steph and Stacey in pool. Then we headed to Wylies and were verbally assulted by the drunks in there, so we went to Gallagher's instead. Jon was there and his crew. He bought me a drink and we were talking, but all he did was basically confuse me. First he told me it really bothered him that he saw me walking home with Ricky. I explained what happened to him, and I told him that I like him more than anyone else at home. So he said that he is not a "relationship kind of guy". So I said "that's nice, I never asked you to be my boyfriend, especially since I am going back to school in 2 weeks", I told him I just like hanging out with him, and have a good time with him. He went on to say that he is attracted to me, but that he doesn't want to be exclusive. To which I SHOULD have said "Then why does it bother you that I was walking home with Ricky?", but I wasn't that quick about it. So we all went to Copperfield's and when we were going to leave I went over to say bye to Jon and he said for me to call him. Once again, to which I should have said "why should I call you if you don't want to hang out with me", but I was slow again. I am just confused by the situation. If he likes me he should just let it happen, and not worry about labels or exculsivity. I don't want to be exclusive with him unless he wants to be with only me. I don't even know why I'm letting it bother me. I'm going back to school in 2 weeks, then I graduate in May and I'll probably never see any of these people ever again anyways...

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