On to Thursday. There's not much to say about this night. Steph, Erica and Joe all came back from school for their break thursday, so we decided to go to the bars (yes this is becoming a nightly thing, lol). So we picked up Larissa, who wanted to go out too, and headed to Wylie's. We walked in and Ricky was there. We all ordered a drink and just hung out. I let Joe listen to my message from the redneck, and at this point Ricky comes over says something stupid like "did you get your hair cut?" (yeah only 2 months ago, you tard) and wants to know if I'm leaving. I said I wasn't and he's like "oh, I just wanted to make sure you weren't leaving with out saying goodbye". No one was really having a great time, so we went to leave and go to Parker's. On the way out I passed Ricky. I don't want a relationship with him (I don't think), but I would like to hang out with him. I guess I'm just lonely and I want someone to pursue, or be pursued by. Plus with all the crap Ricky said over Thanksgiving about missing me and how he thought about us being together over the summer, makes me think that he does like me and something could come of it. Ugh!